`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through*

Friday, September 11, 2009
8:27:00 PM

went for pedicure and massage today:D
was actually quite normal until that time.
wasnt able to wear my necklace and i got more and more pissed off that i threw the necklace on the floor. i didnt pick it up and was having a pitch black face. my mum and the lady there were shocked but, when im angry i dont give a damn. someone pick tat necklace up and i didnt bother. i just lay there flat on my tummy and kicked everyting around. i didnt know what's wrong with me, had such a huge tantrum. even i myself was surprised with this weird attitude of mine, couldnt believe i did all that.
recently, i lose my temper easily and have problems controlling myself and emotions. cant be bothered with anything and get furious fast. i used to love going out, but now, cheryl often asked me out, i lost interest. could be my fats, causing me to lose my confidence. who knows. obviously i dont.
im fucked up, and totally lost. i just want to hide and do nothing. hate this lifestyle of mine, and hate everything else. hope that people will leave me alone, im afraid i cant control myself and throw tempers. would rather be left alone. i want to be in a pool, with no one around, and stay there peacefully. dont burst my bubble cuz i'll hate you for it. maybe im running away from my problems, i dont reject that possibility, but who cares. had hated, is hating, will continue hating. just leave me alone as no one bothers. im a scary and hate-able person, stay away from me.

hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

takeMEbytheHAND.
im ahh ong(:
hatched on 8101994
this means im a LIBRA
I'm a nice n friendly gurl from Orchid Park Secondary
obviously a female, dun be dumb.
I have a family
this includes: Jeannes ahma(: Joanne ahgong:)
continued:X Rae daddyy:P Cheryl marmiie:O Maisie daddy de mistress!D:
MJ ahhgor== Hashy da jiie xD
Sharon ahhmeii._. Debbie xiiaomeii!!xP
Hashy oldest!*giggles MJ-2nd me-3rd! Sharon-4th Debbie-smallest:P
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takeMEsomewhereNEW.
absolutely loves kimbum, lee min ho, n hyungjoon!!!
then I love my frens laa!!
lovetosing lovetocrap lovetoplay(:
im totally nuts D:
but im nice n friendly._. but dun take me for granted:P

HANDinHAND.
Firstly, slim down!
Then, score well for examinations
A happy family
hate bitches, fkers, n weirdos? ( pls kindly get ur asses off my blog..thank you )
Lastly, for my wishes to come true

WEwillWALKtheDISTANCE.
that'sME forYOU-